Thank you for all the good things. They bring smile to my face, warm feeling around my stomach and my heart feels tight. They bring hope and put me into alert at same time, suspicious about when is the reality gonna bite my ass.
Thank you for the bad things too. Making me feel like shit. Unaccepted. Unapproved. Unimportant. Second class citizen. It leaves me with stomach ache, crunching my teeth and my lungs squeezed tight.
But it shows me one important thing. It opens my eyes to see how really dependent I am on the acceptance, approval and interest from others. It is my long-lasting strongest weakness. It can make me thrive or ill.
If I can work on it, break the dependance of my emotions on the outside world, I will set myself free and be much happier and stronger person.
So, thank you for everything. Really.
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